Quiting Day 2

so i can officially put another day behind me. had a few burning wants (but strangely minor in aggravation). i think the oddest feeling is the rushing of blood back through my body. I feel like my veins are going to explode hahaha! it feels good to stretch, and yes the bag of candy corn and cherry gummies are helping.

i decided that if i gain weight, i am ok with it. actually i defn will gain weight. ha... but i am already going to go in for the exercise tomorrow. Feeling like the wind is coming back in my lungs...

on a personal note... i told the non smoking boyfriend...but i told him to please be judgmental. He is too nice, like "Well i know its hard, just keep trying" when what i really want him to tell me "I'm a looser" like begging the Dr's to tell me i have a critical disease (lie) to convince me to quit... being nice does not help. So he promised.. i think he thinks it might be fun hehehe...

But listen, the reason i am writing this down- even though i know no one reads it is like exposing myself...i don't want to apear as a looser on my own site- so i will just keep giving you my feelings tell you what i am going through...and finally (not hopefully) after all these 15 years quit freaking smoking woo hoo!
night!

smoking

i am not afraid to admit that i have quit...oh a million times.
but slate clean wipe that away...today is the first day...anyone want to join
in on this adventure? it will suck...but i am between fashion weeks right now so maybe i can relax enough to do this...
you are welcome to get mad if i fail
you are welcome to judge my methods
oh and you are welcome to not care...
sweet... here goes!

New ness

SO it is official... I have a new roommate! she is awesome like a twin almost... thank god.
Finding someone to hang and room with is crazy in this city but i did it, twice now.
My doctor said i was ok and heart tremors I have been having are nothing to worry about so basically besides finding reason to calm down,, damn you fashion job... I am good to go.

Need to post some room photos and scan the wedding dress for my sister... cause in this small room I am going to make the biggest dress ever!! This will be fun!

Roommate

Searching for a new roommate... going to strike it out on my own without Tim for a while. Kinda sad, but hopefully for the best. Looking for a roomie in NY is common but who knew it was so hard? Besides a parade of strangers, you are forced to make snap judgments and rely on first impressions. It's like a blind date that you are forced to stay with ha!

Mo and Mugs will sorely miss dad a lot and without being a hard-ass so will I but I think he will enjoy his place, and he's not too far so the kids can still have sleep overs :)

Fashionable update- it's been a while so I am not sure if I said but working at Chris Benz now... check out his site- www.chris-benz.com so far I'm having an over worked blast!

I will update when I have found the one... plus I will try and keep up with this blog more.
(Not that it has a hug audience)

look a like contest

found a mugsie match
like mo the bat i found mugsie the goat

A few more pics cause they deserve it!!!!!!!!!!!! And I leftout MOMO !!!!!!!!!!

So I have finally uploaded the pics from the 2nd annual dog B-day party!!! Man it was a chihuahua celebration!
I have so many pics, but navigating blogger might be too much for me.
So it was June and the rain tried to keep us away but, a fantastic cake, a yard full of my kind of people, it was too much fun! Thank you Beverly, Greg and of course Blondy from Blondy's chihuahua's who started this craziness...
can't wait till next year.

Happy b-day to everyone especially my babies MoMo and Mugsie!